rainy nights

rain is pouring hard outside..
the cold breeze brings chills late this night..

most might be sleeping fully in their soft bed,,
the lightning striking every minute, the thunder producing frightening sounds..

during rainy nights, i watched the rain fall through the window glass..
and as the lightning strikes, i closed my eyes,,covered my ears cause i fear the
the lightning and thunder..

the sound of the rain fall becomes louder,,
the music im playing became uneasy to hear..
i louden the stereo to minimize the formidable sound produced by the strong rain and wind..

i want to do something to divert my attention away from the fearful noise of the rainy weather..
i love the rain, but not the other elements that comes with it like the lightning, the thunder and the strong wind...

we may love something as it is,, but there are some aspects that we can't like..
each and everyone has their flaws,, but we must learn to accept them as they are...

who will be the next american idol???

two Davids are up for the finals in this season 7 of American idol...but who will be the one??

they may have the same name as DAVID but totally two different persona...
who will shine most among the two??
a pleasant-looking rocker,David Cook, or a young storyteller balladeer, David Archuleta?

their journey in the well-known contest had shown their strengths, weaknesses, personalities, and their appeal to the audiences...now, i can't tell who's gonna make it...

i admit, i favored david cook more coz i like his style, his song choices and the way he make the songs his..
while david archuleta has this hot vocals and the way he connects the song with the listeners, is something not to be ignored...
it is still anybody's game...

i hope im not stepping into someone's own opinion...everyone is entitled to his/ her opinion or say about something...^^,
chill out!

"i felt ignored, unimportant, a nobody"

"i felt ignored, unimportant, a nobody..."

has anyone treated you such to give this kind of feeling?
a simple recognition, upraise or attention is one of what man needs...
why do some be selfish of it????

i had a bad time with my big brother at the afternoon of the 13th day of march 2008...
he's so insensitive!!! that made me hate him...

he told me to hurry up and prepare myself coz we're going somewhere together with our cousins...so, i hurriedly prepared..and when i'd finished, he hasn't prepared himself!!!..his things unpacked, and he hasn't showered!!!
who wouldn't be irritated with that!?...i didn't hide to him that i hated what he did, i even told it in his face!!..but he still hadn't done any!,,instead he just remained in front the computer!!!...grrrrrrr.,

haaaaaiiii...

hello everyone!!
im just not myself nowadays..i dont know,,i always let problems get into me and i hate it...

i just began to create blog accounts so that i could express myself...but it turned out to be that i cant express myself properly...different thoughts begin crashing me and i cant find the right words to say to express what i feel..
gosh!!...i hate myself...im doomed...

i was hoping there will be someone i could share some thoughts about here in the net...

i right some stuffs that came across my mind but i think it didnt come out too well...so i began to play with the designs of this blog site of mine...somehow i thought it will be fulfilling to see that this site is quite personalized..

shockss...i just really dont know what to say...
im just new around...but feel free to leave some comments you would like to say about the crazy stuffs i.ve been posting...

smile...^^,

ill never say gudbye ,
to people i've passed by,
to people i luv and care,
through my journey as a dove.

dont say gudbye to me,
for u will olweiz be dear to me.
we may part and leave each other ,
but our hearts will always be together

this message will not be the last,
but this will only marks the past.
i do believe in happy endings,
but surely better r beautful beginnings

reminiscing the experiences we had,
leaves me two words to be glad,
and those two words ill give to you,
coz u deserve a warm "thank you"!

ill never forget the times we've shared,
the moments that we've promised and declared,
"we are going to be frends forever,
even though we are not together"

is someone controlling you?

have you ever crossed in your life the situation wherein you dont want

to be controlled by someone but you cant do anything about it?

we, as humans have our own minds to decide into what we want and dont, right? but there are instances where we lack the strength to say, stand and fight for what we really want. i'm not talking about being a brat or something. what i want to portray is the deeper side of it that has an effect to man.

lets say being governed by martial law, you can think of being overruled by your boss in the office, even the practiced of arrange-marriages for others, or simply being manipulated about what course or work one should have...
you can think of something that you experienced yourself and you might think "isnt it absurd?" or "its unfair!"

we may encounter something like this in different situations but our goals are just to be heard, to be brave enough to stand for what we want and to act for the accomplishment of it.. in the end, what will matter is that we proved that in what we chose to do we succeed, and we fulfilled what we want.....^^,